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Tuesday, December 07, 2010

DEC 7th 2010-

I am trying to revitalize this blog of mine but still searching for something to write. Well, life changes a lot from my last post which was about 18 months ago. This is also the age of my lovely son. Its not easy being a dad and there are lots of joys and sadness involve. Well, lots of things had happened during these 18 months period. One particular thing that is very obvious is my life have changed tremendously, not because I am a dad but also my lifestyle and social activities changed. Why? I hope i can write it one one by one here myself . (as i am always a lazy and lousy writer).

Cyrus was born on 23rd of June 2009 and i stopped writing on my blog on the 15. Now he is 11/2 yrs old and i hope he will be a much better writer than me in future, I know he will be. Having him is a gift from god and we really cherish him. He gave us lots of joy and happiness (but of course there are hard times). The way he smile and talk to us just release all our tension and hard work you have been through outside the house.

During this 11/2 yrs period I do have my ups and downs too. I loss a good friend of mine where we come across something that involve monetary issues. Sometimes losing this friend of mine I asked myself are all friendship genuine or every friendship just to take advantage of each other? the more I know about human the more I can see the ugly side of them. I have been meeting a bunch of people that really talking to each other just to make sure in the end of the day they have some advantages. I can see human are so typical, they can talk to two different people with different social status (wealth) differently. Its so fake ! BUT , that is how it works if you want to earn a living and sometimes you need to be like them to survive. In the process, I have really learned and even indulge into something I thought it was totally unacceptable last time. That is how I have changed and not to the better but wiser I guess..

I don't know how many people will read this blog , and I also don;t know how much I can write here. I wish I can translate all inside my heart to words . I can't say I had been through lots for this 11/2 yrs but what I had done is not normal to myself before this. All I hope is that I can achieve what I am working on .
 
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