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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Here I am again... Waiting...

It now 1130am and I'm now at LCCT. I am waiting for my flight to Ho Chin Minh, Vietnam which will only depart at 5.45pm.. (yes its about 6 hrs from now). Sometimes , it sound so ridiculous but true for someone like me from Ipoh need to take about 12 hrs just to reach Hanoi from Ipoh. Another reason for this is because of the school holiday , all the buses from Ipoh to LCCT is so fully booked that i need to take an earlier bus. Still, talking about the transportation of out country its still unacceptable for someone from a city IPOH to get to LCCT so troublesome. Come on, Ipoh is one of the biggest city in Malaysia. Anyway, I used to complain and complain about this issue but still I am accepting the fact of it by waiting here alone for a freaking 6 hrs....

Well, it has been sometime I did not update my blog here. Firstly , I am not a good writer and there are lots of thing that i can't put it in words. Even I did there are only limited readers will understand what I try to explain here. Actually, what i wanted to write today is (at least this will help me to used up my 6hrs waiting time) that finally I got to travel again. After about 1year and 5 months I can fly somewhere to have a rest ( although it might not be a holiday trip). This time I will be going to Ho Chi Minh City at Vietnam. I have not been there before and I have no idea what to expect there , so will try to write more about the city once I am back . What else can I write , i only used about 30 min until now.. and there are still about 5hrs plus for me to use.

Lately I have been doing lots of thing that I seldom do before this . Why? I have been asking this question myself and still I have no good reason for myself for all that i have done. One of the reason that I know is to widen my circle of friends (opps , cant call those friends maybe contacts or oppurtunities). After having some roadblock and failure at what I am doing previously , so many things seem to be in doubt. It was like when you are working at a MNC with good pay and reputation and you depend all your living and hope in to in where all you are doing is to work for that company. Your life and hope are all into it, but suddently your superior come to you and tell you , "Our company are in trouble and there will be no future oppurtunities that we can do". Firstly you will start to ask , so waht am I gonna do? Will I be fired or what? If yes, how the hell am I able to pay for my "LOANS" (car , house, club membership and others). Well, as for an employee we can always start looking for an alternative job which can offer us something similiar or even better as long as you have the capabilities and experience. As fro me, getting an alternative means going into another venture where you need connection risk. From this moment I start to feel im too introvert that I have much contacts or friends that can open up my oppurtunities. All those uncertainties and contraints just come togehter after you have put all your hope into something... The feeling is just like when you are enjoying a nice journey at a very bright road and suddently while you are happily working for the journey the lights turn off. Will you just stop there or struggle to keep going or get and alternative to continue the journey? No one but yourself to give you the best answer and that is the best answer for you and peoples that care about you.
 
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